Homeless

2009-11-16T22:46:00.000-08:00

To Xtears :
Not gonna to fight with you. Your mouth mah,said liao dw admit (:I am just telling Iva all the truth,scared ppl know the truth ah?Rmb last time you went zoo with Eugene? Then scared ppl know eugene your boyf then go tell iva he is your workers fren? Please lar,be more mercy can anot? Then Iva walked away you go and tell eugene,You dont like iva,iva so buang,backstabber all thats.. Dis one i no proof I knew,but you know yourself well. I be a Guest in your blog? Go call police lar,say i online abuse (: Anw also not me. You want say til its me then its me lor,wad can i do? Your mouth so power,one sorry all forgive you.Next time whenI said wrong things and bluffed ppl,I will hide in the toilet and sliit myself,and say one sorry let ppl forgive me :D Got say nvr say you know yourself,Got tag or no tag myself know (:

To Elysia :
When then you want stop it? I alrdy nvr do anything ler leh. Ask beebee scold me all that,I nvr go and say wad ler. Now wad you want from me and eugene? Can fk off anot? My rl didi also given to you ler,whole bunk knew. They all keep ask me why i nvr go with him,I ans them I am not his korkor.Enough? you teach him say one mah,I am not his korkor,that he not my didi lor. Yeah i am that cruel (: Who forced? Ask yourself? Money all with you you can til with me. Then now say wad its I owe you,Last time you ownself want treat me de leh,i also nvr take gun force you,now you said that 500 dollar its i shld pay you der,cause you tc of me last time?Lmao,Then i think i shld pay wei wei too? But weiwei nvr ask from me wor.Go ahead and tell whole bunk about my bad things :D Let thing be nature. Hahas. I trust one day you will realise you're wrong,I realised :D

Things changed,Ppl also need to changed.I wont fking give anybody a forgiveness now. One SORRY? No way,I wont forgive anybody. Sorry for i being cruel. All thanks to the lessons. Not happy with my blog because i am an ahgua? Fk off lar,read comp intrustion book lar,please "x" Or "Alt F4" to fk off from here. :D

2009-11-16T10:00:00.000-08:00

Hmmm,A shortly post today..
Just wondering why can i miss a "Girl" than I shldnt miss right now..
Trying to forget it.I hate the feeling.

Eh I miss you!

2009-11-14T01:18:00.000-08:00

Hmmmm,back to post again (:
Today actually planning to sleep more til 4 plus der.. Then...
End up kena korkor disturb til wake up,he is damn cute can,16 yrs old liao still need ppl pei -.-''
LOL! Maybe he felt lonely when alone? Rofl.
After that we like usual,cook thing and quarell~ This our life (:
Then Amy went out to her daughter house and she ask me bring Bingo go shhshh at 5 oclock.
So I just follow wad she said,bring down binbin and shhshh.
And then mother ask me buy smth then i run all the way to FairPrice to buy :D
Along the way i saw two shuai ge on the road can! *_* Bling Bling ~
Eugene Cheng & Apple Poon : Stop cold war man!The weather already so cold ler. Lmao!

Tags Replied

Khelin : Hi! (: Miss me yeah? :x
Iva : Yeah I am ok uh :D !!!

2009-11-13T07:02:00.000-08:00

Back to post.. Firstly,a sorry from my deep heart to my precious Bra- YanTing (':
Sorry for wad i said and wad i did alright. Sorry :x
Omg its TomBeng der ): Sorry bra! Hope you can read it :x Hehes

Hmmm,ok lets talk bout wad i did today.. I think I did nth much bahs.
Erm..Wake up,saw korkor playing comp,mood getting abit swing (Dunnoe why).
The awhile more i play the office chair,push here push there damn fun can.
And I suddenly miss Winx Girl can! Winx Girl Return!Weee~

Lols! Sound damn childish right? :x
Just had my dinner just now,and that monster is still sleeping! :D
Oh yeah! Here add something for someone! Xiiaospade!
Eh didi,Go oversea must take care yourself ler ): Dont get into trouble alright,Loves! :D

Tags Replied

Pass-by & Looking around : Also nvr ask you look at my face,then you see for wad?You think like that i will angry? Weee~ ty for your comment too (: I think your house no mirror right? :O Need one? Give you one aimai? And so stupid,use diff name to tag diff,the ip is the same,duh~ Lols :x Dumb til like that yeah? Come here again when you felt like scold me alright ^_^

Apple.T : Sorry )':

ahwei : Aiseh korkor,why you waste your time on them? Lols :x No worth.

Sir : Okay,sure :D Put time put place? ^_^

2009-11-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

Time forever wont stop for us,treasure every happy moments.
When the time past,It wont be back.
Look front,walk all along I realise that i am not alone.
I still got lots of frens and gans beside me (':
I decided to change my mindset to decide one person good or bad.
From the starting its sweet,but the rest is all bitter.
I realise everyone will change,and the changing is damn fast..

Eugene korkor :

Get out from the pain ler,now its time to learn stand strong and think bout future ler. Same as me. Hahas,Dont wanna nag you again ler. Love you! (:

多一秒世界就会被淹没
你还像个巨人紧紧拥抱找
离开你变得渺小的自我
很想从此就卑微的渡过
失去真爱
只剩快乐残骸
已感觉不到任何的存在
还是爱着你
只是我们之间有了距离
远远爱着你
就算不能够在靠近
同样的天空下总会有你
站在时间面前没法撤退
我们像两颗告别的尘灰
记得拥抱时天地有多美
记得没有谁能将这摧毁
寻觅真爱
跌进人山人海
才发现没有线索可倚赖
不管我们之间什么距离
就算不能够再靠近
就算在不同国度里
有你

The Memorised (':

2009-11-10T05:35:00.000-08:00

Back to post again yeah! Hii readears!
Hmmm,also did nth much today,settled some probs with some dogs.
Dont wanna mention bout it ler (:
My face damn cui sia! Full of scar,all the monster fault. Hor monster?
Monster sleeping like a pig now,Lets talk bad bout him hehehehes! :D
I love you monster cheng! (:

Tags replied :
Elysia , Dunnoe wad you all want also. I dont give it a damn (:
BeeBee , Fk off. (:
Kamgong , Hiii! :D And dont care the tags! Hmph!
Apple , Come come! ha!
Ahwei , Omfg! I saw monster on my blog.

Hey everyone here a post for someone,i dont mind share it with you all. Ohh you regretted wad you had done? Thats my prob? you shld close yourself in a room and cry mahs. I also nvr take gun force you treat me eat,help me find place? Dont say til like i force you can? My heart kena dog bited away,how you noe sia? ;shy Bring Beebee run far far uh~ Dont say til like i so bad alright ^_^ Althought I am (: Stolen money say all pass to me? Woah,where the money? Now twist the story say i owe you? I think next time beebee one you also can take back from him. No bad wad,money face $_$ And I AM FKING HAPPY NOW WITH EUGENE AND APPLE (: Dont need your blessing,we all wont quarell because money :D Haiyo,After dis dont come here anymore lar,really thirthy blogspot.com leh. Bye,Elysia & Beebeee ^_^v

2009-11-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

Okay,a shortly post before the monster come back.

Did nth much today,sleep wake up and eat,damn sian.
Okay,I am lazy to type things,let pictures take words.

(And I forgot cut my finger nail -.-'' )

And the post for someone..

I know you're not a dream,you sure will shown out one day der.

Am i right? You promised me wont throw me alone.

Althought the dream is blur but i know you're really damn enjoy when you with me.

I also very enjoy it. I wish you can see this post and let me dream bout you one more time.

Lenra,The boy in my dream..

Heart Beat (':

2009-11-07T06:27:00.001-08:00

Went here from audi just now,Did nth much in there. Beebee ask me pei him play awhile then we came msn. After that,my father fetch him home from lan.The moment he said "Bye" dis word made my heart pain.. Its really.. I dunnoe wad to say also. Maybe fated to be like that,two brothers wont be together again. He called me the voice damn cute,I miss it...

Crying now and missing him,dunnoe why..Maybe I am useless and only know how to sit here cry cry cry? I really very messy and dunnoe wad to think ler.. Everytime the memorised was like keep pop out in my mind,I felt so stress.. I want to live with him.. Wadever the ending is,he still my brother right? I already lost two sisters,I dont wanna see beebee also gone. Yeah,he is cute.. and adoreable. I holding his live as my heartbeat,once he die i also will follow. I wont let him get bully anymore.. Whoever wanna touch him come to me,I stand here and wait. Lastly,beebee,Be strong.. No matter wad korkor still here for you alrights.Take care yourself alright (': ..

My heartbeat,BeeBee.

2009-11-07T03:44:00.000-08:00

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, (hold me now)
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..for me.

2009-11-04T05:56:00.001-08:00

Yeah,finally awake from a long long long sleep.
Now feeling so moody..
Yesterday was settled some family problem with father and beebee.
I wondering why dis world changed so much?
Why ppl all changed? Why? ...
I felt like crying but i cant. Cause I want to be strong..

To Eugene KorKor :
Yeah,life is tough like wad apple said. I really going give up on everything ler. I want to be your precious and good didi. And I know I cant. Cause I learned how to lie. Once I said a lie,I will use the second lie to cover the first lie. I really very sorry to bluff you so many thing. I never ask for forgiveness.. I promise you,dis time seriously promise ler..I wont bluff anything to you ler,cause i just wanna stay happy with you. You treated me that nice i knew,I treasure it (': KorKor,I Love You.

2009-11-01T05:59:00.001-08:00

空荡的街景想找个人放感情
做这种决定是寂寞与我为邻

我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影我却始终不能有姓名

你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终于相信分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经却发现爱一定要有回音

给你的爱一直很安静想交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明你突然不爱我这件事情

2009-10-31T06:22:00.000-07:00

2009-10-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

To Elysia :
Yeah,keep extend the time to pay you its my fault.. But i didnt know you will being so cruel to me.. Yeah I shout at you vurgl my fault alright? But why you didnt try put yourself in my shoes? I am damn tired to explain everything. Hope one day you will see the truth and believe in your eye,wad the person had done to you. Hais..Let you think and scold me wadever it is,I wont scold back or angry. Sometime i get pissed but I tahan inside my heart. The ending will be wad I dont care,you'll be my sister forever. But now temporaly I wont treat you as a JieJie,cause i dont even have the feeling now.. Nothing much i want to say ler. Hi and Bye.. (':

Hope it will be a happy ending to you and me. But I know we wont (': Alot alot of thing will keep happen,its you changed or I changed? Both? Hais,let it be bahs. I dun want to care bout it ler. Understanding each other more its wad we needed. Time will prove everything.

You're my heart beat to me but you didnt know (':

2009-10-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

I love you the day I kissed with you..

But your answer to me is hurt. Dont wanna stead ?

Then why want to kiss with me? Thats the only question i want to ask.

At chalet you sicked I take care of you.

Everyone is sick but the most i worried was you..

But you like dont care? Then I shld give up.

But as you know i wont. You are my "Prince" ..

Love you = Hurt me , 535846

2009-10-27T05:02:00.000-07:00

Deep in my heart,It still a lot memorised.

Hais, love sucks. Ruin my life myself,enough stupid.
Dunnoe wad to say too. Wadever,I dw care ler.
535846,I love you.
Itsnt a game. Not boyf or wad.

2009-10-16T12:12:00.000-07:00

The Picture Of Me,The Memorised Of It.

The picture of me,the memorised of it. Still remember everytime you hold my hand on the street dont care how ppl look at us.. I miss you. I miss your sliva tatse. Your kiss let me miss you lot lot. Althought you are dead,so? I still need stay happy with myself right? Here the post for you,Jer!!!!! I miss you!!! Seriously.. I shld forgive you when that time i beg for forgiveness,but i didnt. You didnt told me you going heaven wad! Stupid moron! Oh yeah! I cried just now again. The 4th time i cry without you. I really miss you alot. When then you will come back to me? Maybe next life? I love you baby jer! (': You fill in your love in my heart. I promise i will stay happy right (: ! Take care yourself when you in heaven ! :D
Yeah,I stay happy with him now.. I know everything will changed because of dis stupid guy but i'll never give up on him. He is stupid in love. But now he found a sunshine and a way that he shld continue his life.. The way that wont destroy his future. I know i shldnt love him,I had given up. Now hope he will last long with my Bra bahs. All those attitude we given each other we can tahan. We wont drifted. Wad he bring its all Jer tatse,damn stupid and damn Cute! I loved him,its all past. Now we only brother. Hope can stay happy with him bahs. I dont mind everytime he scold me or vent anger on me,cause i dont mind. I know he got a kind heart like you,Jer. (': The love that wont drifted,I given back to you Jer. Finally I know why i will like that treat him ler. Cause I treat him as you,Jer. (':

The reflection of me,let me realise everything that i done is so stupid. I shld love myself more. And let the past be the past. I haven found my way to go out from all this pain,hope someone will bring me out somedays. I trust that. So yeah,Why no just take everything as a game? Game over then forget it as nothing. I should learn how to do dis.(:

AhguaB learning stand strong and never let things beat him down! (: Clap for him? winks*

2009-10-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

白茫茫的星光　洒在长长路上　想念的冰凉　你知道吗

你浅浅的微笑　深似海的眼光　都能掀起我　滔天的巨浪

你相信吗　这是命吗　这次我们放弃抵抗

那怕拥抱　在身上　划下深深的伤

只要看你一眼　一瞬间　哪怕是最後画面

我的世界　因为爱过而完美　谁都不该离太远

只要看你一眼　一瞬间　足够我熬过千年

我不後悔　爱若让末日提前

我们要一起　好好迎接那句点

如果相爱是错

错过又算什麽　这一次我们

宁死不放手　往彼此的心里跳　跳到天荒地老

Yeah,Its damn messy in my mind dis fews days. Alot of prob need settle.. ):

Nobody will felt how i felt.. Wad i thinking only me know.

And those readers sorry for cant write anything here cause its all bout privacy.

Hope you all will understand.

Once You Let go It'll Never Be Back.

(':

2009-10-12T20:55:00.000-07:00

Just woke. Yesterday night was a scary night for me..
Okay lets forget it,I dun want talk bout it ler. Hais.
Yesterday hang out with elysia they all,korkor and beebee also there.
Was settled tears's problem then actually wanna go see movie after beebee go home.
But end up was clear all the mind of movie and everybody decide to go home.

To : (E)
Yeah,You let me see the true face of you ytd night.
Say i go complain them?Make them hate you?
Please think twice,I want you to join our group,not wad you think can.
I cant sleep cause i scared right? Got wrong?
I can accompany you go bath,you got?
When everytime you got prob,I will be the first one who worry.
I keep beg the person dont beat you,not because i love you or wad rubbish.
Cause I really treated you as rl brother..
You didnt even treat me as one... But nvm,I will still treat you as my bro.
In your mind,Girls first,family and else second right?
I never ask for anything ler,just want stay happy with you,but we cant.
Forever we cant make it (':
Whatever the decision you made,its always be someone supporting you.
And the someone is - ME .

Once I holding you breathe,I miss it.

2009-10-11T10:22:00.000-07:00

Just created new blog skin. ^_^ Pro me!
Hais.. Abit dissapointed with korkor again cause he not coming home again ):
But never mind lar,now i look at his photo he look so nice yeah! (:
Hahs,actually he damn kind can!Dont look at his fierce face then judge him.
He is my only korkor,who dare snatch with me try nia! :D
Last two day went out with korkor and bra,Hahas.
Watched the movie - Haeuedae. I give it rank 7/10!
Cause it make me cry can ! ): Damn sad lor!
Was thinking of alot of past memorised after came out from cinema.
Aiya,forget it~ Lalala!

And here for (P) :
So yeah,I pull a full stop here. I dun want anymore ler. Let it stop alright (:
I Will Still Love You My Baby (:

No matter wad you still my korkor~ :D